Rambling...because I can

You know those days you get where you just feel completely and utterly AWFUL? Haha. I know them all too well. I usually try to put a brave face on; see the positive slant to everything. But there are sometimes in life when that is pretty damn impossible, right?

Its all well and good sitting there THINKING positively....but when you actually gain no reward nor satisfaction from it, whats the use? The amount of times I've said to myself  'Just keep smiling. It will get better'....and then what happens? A grand total of nothing. I'm not trying to put a downer on anything....just writing down my thoughts for future reference. I would like to think that, some point soon, I would be granted with a decent spell of good luck; had enough of all this negative crap to be honest. I just need something GOOD to happen.

Please?

& I apologise for any mistakes I've made...can't be bothered to change them now